Me and my life

I never knew the sound of the truth,
I never knew it was so hard
to get that way of life.
I never knew my biggest fear,
I never knew that I was born
to face it.

But now I’m here, my arms wide open
for mistakes I have to make.
But I was nowhere near,
I was totally broken
for lies I had to take.

No one knew that I was there,
back in time where people stared
and looked at me.
No one knew that how much pain
I used to have,
me in the rain and all
alone to break it.

But just one mistake
I had to make to lose everybody’s trust.
Another tear had passed my mind
to leave behind my worries.
Thatsame mistake that I
used to make has been made
by you.
Not only me now in this bed
but also u instead
of the rest.

But u can always try
and that’s just why
I didn’t let you down.
I need to be saved too
but I don’t have a clue
how I can stop myself
from drowning.